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A Memorial Day Tribute – Calvin Miller

Writers have mentors they look up to and one of mine is author Calvin Miller. I met him once. He sat across from me at a table for six at a writers conference. He was one of many presenters and guests that day. I was delightfully surprised to see an open place at his table during our lunch break. Conference attendees were encouraged to choose and join a featured guest, agent, editor, or speaker at their assigned table with the promise of engaging with him or her one-on-one. It was a chance to get advice, pitch your book idea, or make a connection with someone in the Christian publishing industry. I didn’t care to sit with an agent or an acquisitions editor, nor anyone else, not when Calvin Miller was in the room! Holy Moly!

He was such a humble soul, Calvin Miller. A deep thinker. A man who understood God’s “Story” and was a gifted artist at revealing God, especially the heart and mind of God, to others.

I wish I could tell you what we talked about. Our eyes locked while we discussed whatever it was and that was enough for me. I knew God had given me the favor.

Here’s a sample of the beauty and depth of man who really knew God. This is an excerpt from A Requiem for Love, from The Singer Trilogy. (Here’s a link to this book from our book store.)

The setting is just outside the gates of the Garden of Eden. We’re in the middle of a scene with the Creator, whose name is Father-Spirit, and Slithe, the serpent.

“Welcome to your your Garden, Eminence,”

The rising reptile hissed.

 

Earthmaker turned,

“Slithe, once-loved, once crowned

Can this be you,

Self-damned, condemned to sand?”

Slithe laughed.

 

“Lock me from the green, it is only for a while.

Full well you know I will be in.”

 

“Once the entire universe was yours.

You chose these desert chains.”

 

“I chose a throne and got the chains,”

The serpent spewed his bitter grudge.

 

The Father-Spirit turned toward the gates

As they swung slowly open.

His old accuser blinked into the distant splendor.

“Will You succeed this time

In fashioning a lover?

Who will remain a lover?

Or, is Your new creation

Destined to betray You?

Why are You forever

Planting hope in high-walled gardens?”

 

The Father-Spirit looked away.

“Terra holds this Sanctuary as a dream

Where love abused by treachery

May mold a masterpiece of hope.

Today I crown all I have ever made

And honor Terra’s clay by stamping it Imago Mei,

A man, a prince–Regis, friend of spirit.

He shall wear the crown of love you cast aside.

But you will never see his coronation,

For only perfect love shall pass these gates.”

 

This, and the rest of their conversation, unveils more truth and depth of God’s Word, God’s heart, God’s purposes, in a short poetic story than if you were to study theology and philosophy all your life. Do your heart a favor, follow the link below and read the letter Calvin Miller wrote to you, as a member of the Church, before he passed on to heaven. This is an important reminder to all of us to focus on what is vital in life.

Calvin Miller’s Letter to the Church

I invite you to visit and subscribe to Burning Hearts for God where you can visit the book store for more information about Calvin Miller’s book!

 

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What Delights God the Most?

I am writing COME AND SEE and, like my last blog, I am still thinking about how much David and Peter’s heart affected God. This new chapter in the devotional book, while following the chronology of events in the Bible, mirrors the same theme.

Hope you enjoy. If you feel like commenting, please do . . . Others might enjoy what the Lord shows you through the many thoughts that might come through the retelling of this amazing relationship Peter and Jesus shared.

(By the way, the background photo on my author website: www.margaretmontreuil.com – it is a larger version of what is shown here. )

October 2009, Sea of Galilee
October 2009, Sea of Galilee

This is a picture I took of the Sea of Galilee at the place where this story took place. The place I stood when taking the picture was where it is strongly believed Jesus fed the multitude and, later that night, He likely walked on water from here.)

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Chapter 16

“Do as You Have Seen Me Do.”

 

When Jesus had called the Twelve together,

he gave them power and authority to drive out all demons

and to cure diseases, and he sent them out

to preach the kingdom of God and to heal the sick.

Luke 9:1-5

 

Simon Peter

Once I walked on water. Everybody talks about my faith, and doubt, regarding it—and the songs, poems, and who but the Lord knows the amount of art it inspired since then? It’s been preached, sung, and painted countless times. Of course, the part of my near-death by drowning is well-established.

Most agree, it took bold faith on my part to step out of the boat onto tossing waves, never mind the doubting and sinking part for now.

When I recall the experience, I see something quite the opposite. I see only one thing: Jesus’ reactions to me.

Imagine, Jesus believed in me—that I could do the same supernatural thing he was doing. It took more trust on his part to receive me onto those dangerous waves than it did for me to trust him. He knew I could do it.

That, I tell you, amazes me. You see, my faith in him so often failed me. My downfalls are historical facts of renown. I sank after a few steps only because I stopped believing I could do it. I worried the waves would be too much; I thought he would need to save me or I’d drown. And, that part was true; he did end up having to save me.

When I first saw him coming to us on the waves, I was thrilled. I called out to him, asking him to let me come to him. Seeing him, I felt invincible. He called back, “Come!”

I will never forget his look of delight in me when I leaped out of the boat.

Even though this miracle lasted only a few steps, I can’t begin to describe the exhilaration I felt.

The others in the boat could not understand what caused the preposterous thought to come into my head. Although such a foolhardy idea as climbing out of the boat seemed sudden, let me explain how it gradually came about.

Prior to my walking on the water, Jesus told us we were ready to minister to people in his name. This is what he said on the mount in Galilee, as he touched each one of us: “I give you authority to heal the sick, cast out demons, and proclaim God’s kingdom. Do as you have seen me do.” Then he sent us out two-by-two. According to his word, we accomplished signs and wonders and returned to him full of excitement, with testimonies of having done all he said we could do.

Shortly after, Herod beheaded John the Baptist. After learning of it, Jesus wished to be alone and so we set off in our boat to find a solitary place.  But the crowds watched us from the shoreline and, seeing him in the boat, they trailed along with us along the water’s edge. Seeing this, Jesus changed his mind, and we brought the boat to shore so he could minister to them—teaching and healing them until it grew late. He fed all of us with five loaves of bread and two fish. We ended up with twelve baskets of leftovers after he had fed thousands of people.

After all of this, he sent us twelve off in our boat to cross the lake and he sent the entire crowd to their homes. He still wanted time alone with his Father.

In the middle of the night, seeing our struggle against the wind and waves, he came to us, walking on the water.

Seeing him then, I knew he could do anything. He had just fed a multitude from practically nothing. The fact that he had no boat was not a problem for him. He’d come to our rescue.

My expectations of Jesus soared; I had worked a few miracles in his name, just days before. If he told me I could heal the sick, I could, and did. If he told me I could preach the kingdom in his name, I did so. The idea struck me that, if he was willing, I could do the same things he did and I wanted to test my theory.

When I sank, he reached for me, and scolded me with a laugh. “Why did you doubt?”

But I saw his face beaming at me—he was delighted that I’d given it a try.

Once, I did something worse than sink. It nearly destroyed me when I betrayed him. But, as it was on the water, he pulled me up from the threatening depth that nearly took my life. His look of sorrow for me became my worst memory of him.

I’ve learned an important thing: He trusts me to trust him. Even when I denied him, he trusted me to return to him and love him more than ever.

***

Jesus had found, in Peter, a man willing to believe and do the impossible.

In Peter’s letter to the churches in 64 A.D., he wrote, “As you come to him, the living Stone—rejected by men but chosen by God and precious to him—you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood, offering spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ.”

Peter saw himself and every believer as living stones. Considering Jesus’ nickname for him, the Rock, Peter certainly was that. He became a foundation stone placed directly upon the chief Cornerstone. Peter, the first to recognize Jesus for who he was, his proclamation of faith the first. Peter was first to receive keys to the Kingdom of heaven—and he found himself in a key place in the Lord’s plans, in his Spiritual House—the Church.

Are we to believe Peter’s faith was what so endeared him to the Lord in the first place?

Let’s look closely. Jesus liked being with Peter. You see it throughout all the gospel events. He was one of the three in Jesus’ inner circle. Peter, spontaneous and emotional Peter, was honest, authentic, and dedicated. Outspoken about his feelings for Jesus, he was also the first to preach the Good News of Jesus in public, convincing a couple thousand festival pilgrims to believe in Jesus and be baptized.  Peter was a man of faith-in-action. Is this what captured the Lord’s heart?

Perhaps it’s what Jesus first saw in Peter. Like King David—Peter’s heart was a heart after God’s own heart. Peter sought and found the wonder of God’s particular love for him.

Peter responded to his Lord like a wick to the flame. He returned love for love, which brightened all around him. Known for his bold, relentless faith and utter dependence on Jesus, Peter took hold of the keys Jesus gave him to the Kingdom, keys of Jesus’ own power and authority.

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It’s Something Only God Sees

“I had always felt life first as a story—and if there is a story there is a storyteller.”

G.K. Chesterton.

We are characters living out subplots, our life-stories, within God’s Story.

I began this morning considering King David and Simon Peter. Their stories are alike. David lived before Christ’s time, Peter lived during and after Christ’s time.

Both of them were known for delighting God.

They were nobodies when God chose them. David, a youth tending sheep had been overlooked and discounted by his own father and brothers when the Prophet Samuel came looking for God’s future king to anoint. Peter was an outspoken, impulsive fisherman the day Jesus made him one of His closest friends. To Peter Jesus handed the keys to the Kingdom of heaven.  Accepting a leading role, Peter helped Jesus usher in God’s Kingdom on earth.

What made God choose such unlikely characters anyway?  David became the most beloved king of Israel, the nation claimed by God to be his own people. He was such a significant person in God’s larger story.   Jesus identified himself as the expected “Son of David.”

Peter, whom Jesus nicknamed “the rock” was the first stone (the first to believe Jesus was Messiah and Son of God) to be laid in the foundations of the Spiritual Temple of God made up of all believers in Jesus.

David and Peter were put in leadership roles. Both carried the kingdom of God forward. And, yet, both of them were a mess at times. They sinned. They disappointed God. They were unworthy of the favors given. Sometimes they walked beside God in the Light, other times they chased shadows.  They didn’t merit the Lord’s love, calling, or gifts. But God saw something about them that much affected Him.

God chose them because of something only God sees.

The Lord chose David and Peter because of their hearts. That was the real attraction. God proclaimed that David was a man after His own heart. Jesus said many endearing things about Peter.  He is the only man who walked on water with Jesus and was the first to use Jesus’ healing powers with words of his own mouth.

What affects God most when He sees us? Our hearts.

These thoughts are helping me to put my priorities in order at the start of this new year. I pray the Lord will look at my heart and help me put the foolish things behind me in order to enjoy walking in the Light beside Jesus, and to even walk on water with Him this year.  My desire is to realize that my little life can be like David’s or Peter’s—this is my time in history to do my little bit for Him and His Kingdom. But, mostly, it is my time on earth to appreciate the Lord’s love, care, and favor.  I want to live the Story God sees for me. If I live out of my heart, it’s what only God sees, but it is what He likes.

Priority One: Delight myself in the Lord.

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Check out Come and See – a work in progress on http://www.margaretmontreuil.com. It’s a complete rewrite of an earlier book published in 2003.

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Shining

Shining (2)

I read a verse of Scripture today that struck me in a way that felt bigger than the words themselves. Philippians 2:15: “… so that you may be blameless and pure, children of God without blemish though you live in a crooked and perverse society, in which you shine as lights in the world . . .”

These words stood out to me: “blameless, of God, in a perverse society . . . shine as lights”—and with these holy words, a vivid memory played out in my mind.

A couple of days ago I rented a movie, a comedy. After watching it for a while, I jumped out of my chair in a race to shut the thing off as fast as I could.  An extremely nasty, graphic scene still plays out in my mind, stubbornly stuck in my memory. How can I get rid of it? I can’t fathom how the movie was produced for public viewing. I can’t even begin to imagine what the actor in the scene must have felt like in having to play the action he did . . . I mean, how deep into filth is our culture going to nosedive?

Now that I think of it, aren’t most comedies these days incredibly raunchy? Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy humor as much as anyone. But, honestly, what comic entertainment, if any, these days could be enjoyed by Jesus, who has a tremendous sense of humor?

Our culture is degrading itself more and more. It is shameful not just stupid.

What does it mean to “shine as lights in the world” anyway? I like to laugh, and I truly get caught up in love stories; I’m an average human being living in the 21st century. At the same time, I am a person of the Word of life. I intimately know the Maker of heaven and earth. I have a love relationship with a Person who is called “the Light of the world” because He is the glory of heaven itself. He lived among us once and has given us who believe in Him, His very own Spirit, to carry inside ourselves. We can be the Light of the world as well.

I have to ask myself, Am I shining?

Ok, so I have written books that I hope shine the light of Jesus. But are words enough? Jesus left many of His creative, powerful words to shine in the world.  I don’t think even His words would be enough. No, I believe what we need is His presence. We need Him. And that is precisely why He went to Heaven and sent His Spirit to live in us.

The people who beheld Jesus saw the shining face of God. Can it be true, when people see one of His true followers, they see the Light of heaven in us?

Once when Jesus healed a man, blind from birth, He said, “While I am in the world, I am the light of the world.”

While I am in the world, am I the light of the world because Jesus lives in me? I can’t shine at all if I stay hidden, of if I am part of a blinded society that has lost its way in the dark.

I know that Jesus isn’t legalistic; He sets captives free to live His life. He is all about the spirit of the law, not the letter of the law. I get that. I am turned off by religiosity.

So, how do we shine? How do we live in the world but not become part of it?

Maybe it is a matter of which way we face. Are we moving towards the light? In every moment?

What if we turned our faces towards Heaven, and lived 100%  true to Jesus? What if, all day long, every single day, we cared most about our own relationship with Him than anything else? Would we then live IN God?

Lord of heaven and earth, am I turned towards the pure, brilliant Light of your presence? Am I reflecting Your brilliance? Jesus, shine me as much as You’d like. Amen.

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The Unveiled Mystery – God’s Presence Revealed

Onlookers, people like you and me, witnessed the unveiled mystery of heaven for the first time on the shoreline of the Jordan River. It was the day Jesus stepped into the river to be baptized. It was the moment in history when Jesus began to reveal God’s extravagant love.  This was the day onlookers saw and heard, for the first time, God’s unveiled presence (the Trinity). Since then, we’ve seen many manifestations . . .  Believers in Jesus actually carry God’s presence around.

I’ve been reading a new book by Bill Johnson entitled Hosting the Presence in which he talks about how to pay attention to the Holy Spirit and respond to Him and how God’s Spirit manifests Himself, plus stories of Presence-filled revivalists and personal encounters with the Presence! (These are some of the descriptive words from the back cover.) Of course, this makes me crave more of the Holy Spirit’s presence and favor! It’s amazing to think about. We are living in the Age of the Holy Spirit. It makes me wonder, why am I so complacent about it, way too content with the measure of experience I’ve known so far? I’ve had some pretty extraordinary things happen in my Christian life to know that God wants to give us miraculous, supernatural experiences — it is because God is God and wants to live through us on earth.

Here’s a question Bill Johnson asks the reader: “How do you want people to remember you? People work so hard to create an image and form a reputation for themselves. For some it’s their beauty or their skills. For others it’s their significance or their place in society. And still others work hard to create an image from the spiritual gifts they operate in. The Bible even teaches us the value of a good name (see Prov. 22:1). It is obviously important if it’s done correctly. But if you could choose one thing to be known for, one thing that would distinguish you from everyone else, what would it be?”

I know my answer: “To be known as someone who knows and loves Jesus.” That’s why I write about Him. Anyway, the topic of “hosting God’s presence” really leads nicely into the next chapter of the ebook I’m working on entitled Come and See.  Hope you enjoy!

 

6 – Holy Immersion

 

And a voice from heaven said, “This is my Son,

whom I love; with him I am well pleased.”

Matthew 3:17

 

     

John the Baptist, at the Jordan River . . .

 

I have come to call that day “the day of days.” Yet it began as a typical one during those many months I spent south of Jericho when God sent me to preach and baptize his people.

I knew that the time was ripe for the sons and daughters of Jacob to come near to the true, living God, and to make room for him in their hearts. I could no longer stomach that our people were being led by imposters in Judea, who compromised our inheritance and set religious traps for their own gain. Rome oppressed us, but the wolves of Judea added more than greed to the mix of worship in the temple. It was God’s loving jealousy that I preached and baptized his flock.

I knew from childhood that I was the one to prepare the way for the Messiah. And the Spirit of the Most High encouraged me, revealing that his days were near, even at hand. I baptized the people in water, but he would baptize them with fire. All this had been shown to me. And so I proclaimed his words with the fire of my mouth, which was what the God of Jacob had given me.

 

On what I thought was an ordinary morning, my disciples reported that a group from Galilee had arrived the evening before just before sunset. Some had sought accommodation and food in the nearby village and some had come ahead here, to the river, and settled in their own tents.

The villagers were not slow to take advantage of the situation. Shelters of sticks, grass and mud, plus a number of guestrooms in houses, sprang up to accommodate them, not without cost. By word of mouth, a steady stream of people had been coming to us for what turned out to be more than a year. New groups of pilgrims quickly replaced the ones before.

You would have thought that on that day, the day for which my entire life had been groomed, I would have felt his presence—known he was so near—perceived him coming. But I did not.

I had not noticed him until he stood directly in front of me, head bowed, hands clasped together in prayer. Next in the line, his eyes were closed. I supposed that the man before me was so deeply in prayer that he hadn’t known it was his turn to be immersed. It wasn’t until one of my disciples tapped him on the shoulder, encouraging him to step closer to me, that he then looked up. When our eyes met, my heart leapt. At once, my entire being cried within me, “It’s him!” I didn’t recognize him as Jesus, my cousin, at first; I knew him as the Promised One.

Many years had passed since I’d seen him. At first, he said nothing to me. Two of my disciples moved closer, concerned that something was upsetting me. He, in turn, looked at me with such an open, expectant face, awaiting my instructions. I was glad that he did not smile or make light conversation about seeing me again, because the moment had taken on such a solemn import within my spirit that I could hardly breathe. He simply waited for me to say or do something. It seemed an eternity passed while I tried to find my tongue, for all I could do was gaze at the sight of him. It was probably only seconds that passed, but in that brief span, I felt the weight of the moment. The Messiah stood before me—the one with “no beginnings.” Mary’s son. My cousin.

Oh, my Lord of heaven and earth. Lord of heaven and earth!

I was not about to baptize him. With a racing heart and weakening knees, I glanced at my disciples as they approached me. They had sensed something happening to me. Something strange. But I managed to wave them off.

Jesus, seeing this, bowed his head again. He wanted me to proceed. But I couldn’t. It was absurd.

“I need to be baptized by you, and do you come to me?” I finally managed to speak.

Looking up again into my face, he took hold of my shoulders and, leaning close to me, luminous eyes only inches from mine, said in a low voice, “Let it be so now. It is proper for us to do this to fulfill all righteousness.”

I stared blankly back. But he nodded his head to say he meant it, encouraging me to do as he wished.

The water was nearly waist-high. As I recall, I nodded in agreement and raised my hands to put them on his shoulders and the moment my fingertips touched the top of his shoulders, he knelt so that his head disappeared beneath the surface. As he went down, I gently touched the top of his head. When I removed them, he came up out of the water, head still bowed, hands clasped in prayer as before. Water trickled in streams from his hair and beard.

Suddenly the loudest thunderclap I have ever heard tore open heaven above us. Fear gripped everyone—that is, everyone except him. The noise from above seemed appropriate to me. I couldn’t help but smile. I stepped reverently back from him and lifted my hands in worship.

Clouds parted and a beam of sunlight shone down on us. A dove-like manifestation of the Holy Spirit gracefully descended and lit upon him. A voice from above followed: “You are my Son, whom I love; with you I am well pleased.”

Smiling, Jesus lifted his face to the sky, eyes closed. It was terribly bright all around us. He stayed this way for a little while. Afterward, he looked at me, and his face shone with gladness, the likes of which I’ve never seen on any other face. His delight was so contagious that I found myself caught up in the same ecstasy as he. The light around us dimmed to normal, the dove disappeared, and what remained was the two of us full of smiles. We embraced.

Jesus thanked me, kissed both cheeks, and slowly walked away and out of the river. He stepped along the shore, bent to find his sandals and put them on, and then went on his way, walking around and in-between a crowd of people. All eyes were fastened on him. Some of the people reached out to touch him as he passed by. Some softly blessed him or praised God as he walked along. He disappeared from our eyes over a small hill, behind an outcrop of wild brush.

Awe had filled all of us and we became an unmoving crowd of onlookers until after he left.

The entire drama had unfolded so suddenly, without any hint or sign of its coming, that it took me a few minutes to recover enough to know that I, too, must retreat from the place. Overcome with joy, I excused myself from my disciples and the people for the day.

My entire life had brought me to this. My cousin, of whom my mother had spoken so well of years before, was the Son of God. I wanted to let the awe of it fill my soul. I went to my cave and worshiped until the next morning. When I returned to the Jordan, I looked for him, but it was more than forty days before I saw him again.

**

What a wonder . . .

 

Since Eden’s paradise was lost, God’s designs for redemption waited for the right time. And this was it. It came about, as is customary, that a courier be sent ahead of a king to announce his arrival. That proclamation was heard upon God’s chosen land two thousand years ago. For months, the courier stood beside a gentle river that flowed through the dry, barren landscape, crying out to thirsty hearts that God’s kingdom was coming to them.

Through John the Baptist, the Holy Spirit cried out, “Come! Come to the waters! Come, wash, and draw near to me. Turn from your lifeless, sinful lives—I want to see your faces.”

Answering the call to be baptized, Jesus humbly immersed himself in the waters of repentance. Of course there was no sin in him, but he would fulfill all righteousness. In him, in his death, we would find resurrection. And so, Jesus said Yes to his Father. He would take the sins of the world upon himself through death, be buried, and rise to live a resurrected life. This is what his baptism symbolized.

Jesus knew his mission fully.

And, so, it was that John and Jesus began to reveal the coming of God’s Kingdom. Soon the land would spring forth with vibrant life from rivers of blessing, from the Anointed One; his Grace would be poured out upon them—from his words and actions—from his Life.

 

Just imagine  . . .

For thirty years, sensitive to his Father’s will, Jesus waited. He did not step out into ministry until the time was right. When his cousin began to preach and baptize in the wilderness, Jesus knew his time was drawing near. He understood John’s mission: to prepare the hearts of the people for his own ministry.

Can you imagine the thoughts and feelings Jesus might have experienced when he first heard the news of his cousin’s preaching and baptizing activities? What a wonderful moment it must have been when John and Jesus stood face-to-face in the river and the Spirit of God came upon them. In that pivotal moment in time, the Mystery of heaven was manifested and seen by witnesses—the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit—for the very first time. And, because this was such an extraordinary unveiling, it was attested to by God’s chosen prophet. According to Jesus’ own words about him, he was the greatest of all the prophets, up until this moment.

Certainly, John’s heart would have leapt as he stood with Jesus. Had he not leapt within his mother’s womb thirty years before when encountering the Son of God’s presence when brought close to him?

How wonderful this moment was! For the dove of the Spirit lit upon the Son of Man, and the Father’s voice was heard. How could anyone fully grasp the wonder of that event? That moment in the eternal annals of history was a shining moment for God. And, so, too, for us.

It was for Jesus’ sake, not only for those present, that God the Father’s voice sounded audibly. “You are my Son, whom I love; with you I am well pleased.”

Why did the Father say this to his Son? Did Jesus need to hear this? Didn’t he already know where he’d come from?—didn’t he know he was God’s only begotten Son, having come from heaven? Is it possible that Jesus lived his life in faith, like we all must, and that he understood his own identity through faith? Could it have been an unfolding revelation? He knew who he was at the age of twelve because he’d wanted to “be about his Father’s business” when he’d been left behind in Jerusalem.

At this time, at the age of thirty, Jesus heard the audible voice of God and he did not say, “He is my beloved Son.” Rather, God said, “You are my beloved Son.” This was an event, a shared experience, and in it they surely gloried in one another.

Can you see yourself there? Imagine the scene. Ask the Holy Spirit to guide you to experience being there. Imagine that you are a witness, maybe even one of those who had come to hear John the Baptist. Let God prepare your heart, for the Lord is always coming to us in new ways. Let yourself feel the marvel of that extraordinary moment in history.

 

Journal Exercise . . .

Jesus, the Lord, was baptized and took upon himself the mission to give himself—his very life—to redeem us. Can you appreciate this sacred hour in his life and that of the world? Summarize in your journal insights or thoughts that are meaningful to you about Jesus’ baptism.

Have you been baptized in the manner in which Jesus was?—with full consent, wishing to demonstrate your desire to live for God? It is something Jesus wants us to do—as he taught his disciples to baptize new believers in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit—so that we might experience that which he experienced. It is meaningful to God. It’s an intentional, rather formal, as well as a celebrative act, isn’t it? What are your memories of your baptism? You can be sure, your baptism, if heartfelt, was a delightful moment for God, too.

 

Christian Life

What it means to live for God …. (from His perspective)

One of my favorite authors is Brennan Manning. His books are filled with deep understanding of God’s love—and I don’t just read his books once—I return to them over and over again. He knows how to take the words of Scripture and make them apply to my life in ways that reach down deep inside me. 

Something I read today in his small, but powerful book, The Rabbi’s Heartbeat, went hand in hand with a Scripture verse I also read today. Here are the two quotations:

John 10:10

“I have come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.”

When Jesus uttered these particular words, I can imagine the angels of heaven standing in awe as they listened—because they knew what it cost Him in order to personally say them:

Brennan writes:

“The sorrow of God lies in our fear of Him, our fear of life, and our fear of ourselves. As a father gathers his children into his arms at the end of a long and tiring day, so God longs to draw us into His embrace. No matter what your past or present, come; lean back in the shelter of His love and listen to the Rabbi’s heartbeat. Let Him teach you about life, death, and eternity as Abba’s beloved child. Take an unflinching look at yourself as you really are. Then look at who you are meant to become as you travel this earth as a child of God on the journey called life.”

 

This is a little conversation, as recorded in my prayer journal tonight, that I think illustrates these things.

The Lord: “What does it mean to live for Me? I am asking what it means to you. “

My reply: “It means that everything I do is for You—that I belong to You and want to please You—because I love You.  And now that I am saying these words, I realize I don’t live for You in realty, do I?“

The Lord: “This is what it means to Me.  If you want to live for Me, then do this: Be yourself fully and let Me love you. Then, when you begin to grasp what I love about you, and when you discover how much I love you, and when you can see that I would do anything for you, perhaps then you will know that you are living for Me so that I can enjoy you.”

“Lord, this is astounding. I can hardly take in what You just said.  I need to think about the fact that You desire me to be more attentive to your Presence … to share my life with You as though we walk side by side. I am not mindful enough of You.”

“If you realized my Presence moment by moment, our relationship would be beyond what you can imagine. And, it is possible, it is so possible.”

After this, I read the next few pages of Brennan’s book, and amazing enough, it is an excerpt from his prayer journal:

 

 “To feel safe is to stop living in my head and sink down into my heart and feel liked and accepted … not having to hide anymore and distract myself with books, television, movies, ice cream, shallow conversation … staying in the present moment and not escaping into the past or projecting into the future, alert and attentive to the now … feeling relaxed and not nervous or jittery … no need to impress or dazzle others or draw attention to myself… Unselfconscious, a new way of being with myself, a new way of being in the world … calm, unafraid, no anxiety about what’s going to happen next … loved and valued … just being together as an end in itself.”

 

If we could just focus on being with God and not let so much in our lives distract us FROM Him, perhaps we’d grasp what it really means to live for God. Imagine how different our lives would be.

Wow! So much to absorb—It’s simply amazing. God is here!  Now.  Always. What He wants most is to enjoy me being me with Him. He wants us all to realize His love, His particular love.

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Christian Life

Divine Loving Mystery – for Lovers of God

Looking for something in an old box stored away, I came across a few prayer journals. I started looking through them. One from November 1996, made me smile. I don’t usually do this, but I thought I’d share what I just read from it, a prayer/poem I wrote to the Lord fourteen years ago.

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Thinking about how God called Himself “I AM.” God’s name for Himself seems to me like an unfinished statement. “I Am”… What? I desire to know Him truly and entirely for who He is. Jesus of the Gospels is in glory. I can’t see Him as He really is. Not yet. So, I must become intimately comfortable with Mystery. His intimate presence is real and I want to know Him for real — but can I? How? He remains so much of a mystery.

He is everywhere. He is within me. Yet He seems to be absent.

I think His language is less words and more action. When I settle comfortably into Mystery, am I really with Him? Am I “In heavenly places, seated with Christ Jesus?” What an amazing mystery is that?

He is Divine Loving Mystery. Yet, He has revealed Himself to me through Creation, the life of Jesus, the Bible, and His involvement in my life.
I long to know Him more.

Divine Loving Mystery,
Oh, how I long for You
Are your eyes sky blue?
Are they clear and deep loving pools?
Your face is mystery.

What about your voice — for true?
What gentle, soothing sound floats downstream of Your loving heart
Carried by tone and inflections?
I know in hearing them, I’d know You
Sometimes silent in strength You speak, yes, this too
I long for the human melody of Your mouth
Even if it’s scolding firmness to hold me close
And is there a voice not human in sound
That would roar or thunder more appropriate speech?
Your voice is mystery.

And, what of your gait when You walk?
Oh, what I’d give to watch you along Your way!
How does one follow in Your shadow today?
Passing among people, intent with purpose, You’d go
Sometimes are your shoulders bent?
Or, do You always carry the world with ease?
Straight and held back – confident and able?
Is Your stride determined?

Sometimes when You are passing, do You linger and watch?
Are our troubles too painful that You must stop to stare?
Do you reach out and touch and care?
Because of our choices do You steadily press on?
Have you ever even run?
How do You walk among us, Divine Loving Mystery?

And, what would I do, if suddenly here You stood?
Before me, everything I ever wanted or dreamed; yet beyond all, You’d be
Oh, Divine Loving Mystery, I know I’d be undone
So, really, I’m afraid for You to come
I’ll wait then, until it is time, both content and longing for You,
Divine Loving Mystery, I love You.

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A while ago, I pondered how Moses asked God, at the site of the “burning bush” what His name was, so he could tell his people in Egypt who was sending him to deliver them from bondage. Well, God’s answer was “I AM” – meaning “I Exist”…

We all have names because somebody named us. Nobody named God because He always existed. I’ve wondered if it was that simple. With God, things are at once simple and complex. After all, how can we wrap our minds around the fact that He always existed? That’s mystery too.

Christian Life

Jesus Pours Living Water Through Us – thoughts for Lovers of God

Do you keep a prayer journal? In some ways, mine is like a diary. I thought about that and looked up “diary” in the dictionary. Amazing. Look at this:

           From Webster’s 11th Collegiate Dictionary:

DIARY

Function:noun
           Inflected Form:plural -ries
           Etymology:Latin diarium, from dies day — more at  DEITY
           Date:1581

           1 : a record of events, transactions, or observations kept daily or at frequent intervals: JOURNAL;  especially: a daily record of personal activities,  reflections, or feelings
           2 : a book intended or used for a diary

We are referred further to the word “deity” and here is that definition:

DEITY

Function:noun
Inflected Form:plural -ties
Etymology:Middle English deitee, from Anglo-French deit*, from Late Latin deitat-, deitas, from Latin deus god; akin to Old English T*w, god of war, Latin divus god, dies day, Greek dios heavenly, Sanskrit deva heavenly, god
Date:14th century

1 a : the rank or essential nature of a god  : DIVINITY  b capitalized   : GOD 1, SUPREME BEING
2 : a god or goddess  *the deities of ancient Greece*
3 : one exalted or revered as supremely good or powerful

A prayer journal is, therefore, a diary, and it keeps a record of what Deity is doing with me on a daily basis. I record my thoughts FROM Deity in this journal–and what I say to God. An amazing example of how wonderful this experience works is what happened just lately.

One morning as I was taking a shower, the thought occurred to me that when Jesus said: “Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him” (John 7:38). I thought about what “living water” meant to the ancient Jews during Jesus’ day. Water in arid lands was scarce and so vital for their survival that they had to find ways to store it when it came. The people used the term “living” water when speaking about water that came from Heaven and was moving or rushing. Living water to them meant rainwater — what came down from heaven — and running water, as in moving and rushing down mountains and streams. The premise was that living water would be moving, clean and pure–on its way to give life. Well water or water in a cistern would not have been considered “living” water because it was not straight from heaven, or moving. It was at one time–but they had to store it. Therefore, it was stagnant and may not be as pure as it had been.

With those thoughts, I prayed: “Lord, make me a water pipe for your Living Water. I want to water the earth — make it green and full of your life — run your Living Water into me straight from heaven and out through me.”

Later that morning, while I sat with my prayer journal, God’s words came to me (into my thoughts): “Anything can happen at any time. You wonder about chance and how it seems to you the way the world, YOUR world works. What happens by chance and what is by Divine intention? It is both. For example, the person beside you on an airplane has the flu and you catch it. Or, your resume gets into the right hands at the right time–or doesn’t. Do things happen by chance? Yes and no. I am God and I have my ways to intervene, or to make happen. Chance and Divine intention work together for your good. You live in a fallen, sinful world–but I work within chance, the choices you make and others make that affect you. I inspire and direct you and others. Free will comes into play. But, you can trust Me even though the world operates so much in what feels to you like too much chance.”

Just then my phone rang. It was someone asking me if I had time for a phone interview later in the day. She had received my resume and I had a chance for a job I’d applied for. I was so excited. I asked her what the name of her company was so that I could look it up on the internet to prepare for our interview. She told me the name. When I looked up the company — you’ll never guess what they do! They make gigantic, city-serving sized WATER PIPES. I could “hear” the Lord’s laughter as He watched my reaction to this.

I’m telling you — keeping a prayer journal is an adventure with the Living God. Well, I didn’t get the job with the water pipe company. In fact, the next person who called me about my resume happened to be the owner of a company that made storage tanks and pipes for oil. Now, that takes all! Because we are told to keep our oil lamps filled and burning as we await the return of the Bridegroom. Hasn’t God often referred to the Holy Spirit as oil?

Next week I will be at the Blue Ridge Mountain Christian Writers Conference. I hope to find a place for the living water and holy oil God’s put into my life to pour out in the way of my new book entitled HIS KINGDOM COME about the birth of the Church in Jerusalem. God is good! God is my Provider. Let this be a little reminder about the pleasures that come when we take time to reflect and interact with God on a daily basis. The Holy Spirit is ours to commune with whenever we wish. What an amazing thing. Living Water straight from Heaven runs through waterpipes (us) and can water the whole earth. Keep your oil lamps filled and be God’s light to the world.

Christian Life

God’s Hidden Things – for Lovers of God

I’ve been writing the story of the birth of Christianity and, in the process I’ve been pondering some realizations. One of them is the idea of how God hides things from us when, all along, He waits for us to find them. God is full of mystery but when we are willing to lay hold of  Him through faith, it’s amazing how much we really can grasp about Him. Because of that “leap in the dark” we must all take to truly become believers, it doesn’t take long at all before we are able to grasp some amazing wonders. We move from the darkness of skepticism or just plain unbelief to the discovery of the brilliant Light and meaning of God and His beauty and goodness. Once we move beyond initial faith, then we begin to grow through a multitude of ways. One of them is that God uses hidden things to teach us. Yes, hidden things are revealed only to those who hunger for Him.

He does this on purpose. He uses parables and riddles, hidden meanings in Scripture, unusual coincidences, phrases with double meanings, a variety of secrets must be searched for. These are ways God hides and waits for us to find. How He enjoys hide and seek!

While writing a scene in the story, I wondered how it was for the characters who once knew Jesus as a friend or as a brother, you know, people who walked beside Him, that had to later learn how to know Him the way we do. After He ascended into Heaven, He sent the Holy Spirit, so He could “abide” inside of them.

Here’s the thing. They had to move from knowing Him outwardly to knowing Him inwardly. Talk about “hidden” things . . . What must they have thought when hearing the “still small voice” for the first time? Did they relate to Jesus even more intimately than they had before? I believe they did.

They had to learn how to relate to Him in a whole new way. He was “hidden” from them. Yet he was much closer to them than He’d been before.

This must have been an amazing transition. Can you imagine? Here’s a little snipet of a scene that tries to capture what that might have been like for one of the characters. (Note: Jesus is Yeshua in Hebrew.)

As soon as I blew out the flame of my lamp, I heard his voice, or was it a memory?—I recalled the evening Yeshua had come to me for a talk during the Feast of Tabernacles, I had been his enemy at that time. He came to me and we had an amazing conversation one night in my temporary Tabernacles booth.

He had picked up my oil lamp and held it in his hand, saying, “This lamp now shines in the day and you don’t need it in order to see. But tonight when it’s dark in this booth you will not be able to see without it. I am the Light, Judah. Because it’s day, you don’t realize you need the light, but what will you do when darkness falls? Judgment is coming to those who refuse the Light. They are already judged and will die in their sins. I’ve come into the world, not to judge it, but to save those who believe in me.”

At that time, I had been building in my mind my reasons I was against him. I wanted to take each blasphemous thing he had uttered and use Scriptures to judge him. Instead, in his mercy, he had judged me—and saved me.

“Yeshua,” I prayed quietly, “you are the Light of the world. Here in this dark room, with my lamp extinguished, I can see clearly that you are my Lord. Thank you for saving the disciples yesterday. Bless you, Yeshua, for sending your precious angel to escort them out. Bless you, Lord, for setting me free to do the work I am meant to do.”

“Lord?” I waited to see if he would speak to me. After a long stretch of silence, I heard him say, “Judah, do you love me? You bless me and you thank me, you praise and worship me. People bow down to their altars and their gods, they worship their idols. My people have worshipped me with their altars, their sacrifices, their rote prayers, their traditions and their tithes, yes, and in so many ways, they say they know me and serve me. But their hearts are far from me. Come close to me as I have come close to you. I am the Light of your heart, not just the world. I want your heart to be full of my glory. Do you love me? I love you as the Father loves me and as I love the Father. This is the depths of love you are invited to drink from. Drink deeply, Judah. This is the wellspring of eternal life.”

In what ways do we listen to hear God’s voice?  He is waiting for us to seek him–he has many wonders waiting to be revealed to us.